I had eaten at it for 15 years.
I had sat at the head of it at every Thanksgiving, every Christmas, every Sunday supper.
I had cooked every dish on it tonight.
I looked at my son one more time.
He did not look up.
I smiled.
I picked up my plate.
“Of course,” I said. “Enjoy your dinner.”
I walked back into the kitchen and let the door swing shut behind me.
The noise from the dining room muffled at once.
Stuart’s voice rising, the clink of serving spoons, laughter at something Drew said.
I set my plate on the small kitchen table by the window, the one where I took my coffee every morning.
Outside through the window, the two oaks in the backyard were dark shapes against the November sky, still and solid and exactly where they had always been.
I reached into my shirt pocket and took out my phone.