I laughed.
“That sounds like a disaster.”
She shook her head.
“Some parts were frustrating. But I had a wonderful time.”
“Even with all that?”
“Yes,” she answered. “Because I wasn’t constantly afraid that someone would blame me whenever things went wrong.”
My smile faded.
She looked at me.
“Remember when we canceled our weekend trip because Holly was sick?”
I did.
I’d barely spoken to her for two days afterward.
“You kept apologizing,” I said quietly.
“Three times.”
I lowered my gaze.
“And I never apologized for making you feel guilty.”
“No, Ross. You didn’t.”
For a long moment, neither of us spoke.
That conversation hurt more than being refused a room.
Because I was finally seeing the marriage I’d left from her perspective.
She hadn’t become boring.
She’d become exhausted.
And instead of helping her, I’d made her feel responsible for my unhappiness.