Maybe I was in the person who was going to need you someday.
I could no longer see the leaf through my tears.
For ten years I had imagined that the answer to my question would come as a big revelation.
Instead, he was sleeping quietly in Sarah’s arms.
I looked at the baby.
Her little eyes opened.
Sarah whispered:
“Her name is Grace.”
Something inside me opened up.
But this time it wasn’t for pain.
I leaned towards her.
Grace closed her little fingers around the fabric near my arm.
And for the first time in ten years, I didn’t wonder why I survived.
I just looked at her and thought,
Maybe my life didn’t end when I was twenty.
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Maybe I was just waiting to start over.