When Douglas and I were 19, we made a promise that if neither of us was married by the time we turned 60, we would find each other again.

I stopped.

Douglas whispered, “There’s more.”

I read.

“I did not understand then that choosing pain for another person is not the same as protecting them from pain.”

The words blurred.

I had spent years imagining what I would say if my mother were ever forced to admit what she’d done.

I had imagined shouting.

Accusing.

Demanding.

Instead I sat beside the man I had loved since I was seventeen and listened to the echo of a dead woman’s regret.

The next paragraph was harder.

“I cannot repair what I took from Hannah and Douglas. But there is another truth connecting our families, and I have become increasingly afraid that silence will cause even greater harm.”

I looked up.

“Another truth.”

Lucas nodded.

“That’s when Margaret started asking questions.”

I went back to the letter.

But the next lines were maddeningly vague.

My mother told Margaret to speak with Walter Pierce.

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