Three days before my wife died, she grabbed my hand and said, “Seek your first love… and please forgive me.” After 36 years of marriage, I was not prepared to discover what I had done

I opened it.

Robert:

If you’re reading this, it means you found Susan.

That means I’m not there anymore.

And it means that the truth is finally where it always must have been: with you.

He was young.

I was scared.

And I loved you so much that when Susan showed up at our door, I panicked.

I knew you never stopped loving her completely.

So I lied.

I told her you didn’t want her.

I kept his letter.

And I spent almost forty years repenting of it.

There’s no excuse for what I did.

But please believe this: every day I loved you it was real.

Our kids were real.

Our home was real.

Every laugh, every ordinary morning, every time I held your hand because I was grateful that you were by my side… all that was real.

I stole a choice from you.

I can’t give you back those years.