Three days before my wife died, she grabbed my hand and said, “Seek your first love… and please forgive me.” After 36 years of marriage, I was not prepared to discover what I had done

Below was a phone number.

I stared at it until the numbers became blurry.

I never saw this.

I know.

For the first time since I had entered Susan’s house, anger began to grow inside me.

Not pain.

Not confusion.

Ira.

Why would Linda do something like that?

Susan remained silent for a moment.

Because I loved you.

“That doesn’t justify it.

“No,” Susan said. It doesn’t justify it.

I got up and walked to the window.

Thirty-six years.

Thirty-six years of  birthdays, vacations, illnesses, arguments, laughter, children, grandchildren.

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Had it all started with a lie?

I felt nauseous.

Then Susan said something she didn’t expect.

Robert, there is more.

I turned around.

He put his hand back in the box and handed me a closed envelope.

This one was more recent.

My name was written with Linda’s handwriting.

My hands started shaking.

When did you get this?

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