Inside were photographs.
My father standing at a mailbox.
My father carrying envelopes into the house.
My father shredding papers.
My father throwing something into a trash bin.
The dates were printed beneath every photograph.
Six years ago.
Five years ago.
Four years ago.
Three.
Two.
One.
My hands began to tremble.
“He knew,” I whispered.
“He knew your grandfather was trying to reach you.”
Richard nodded.
“And he made sure you never knew.”
I looked away.
For eighteen years, I had believed my grandfather had abandoned us.
I had spent birthdays wondering why I had no grandparents.
I had told myself maybe he didn’t want me.
Maybe he didn’t care.
Maybe I wasn’t worth finding.
But the truth was worse.
Someone had made sure I believed I wasn’t worth finding.
My father.
I swallowed hard.
“So what’s the condition?”
Richard took a deep breath.