Or maybe he had built whatever each woman needed.
Grace continued. “Melanie told me he was separated.”
My mouth tightened.
“Of course he did.”
“She didn’t know about you at first.”
“And then?”
“She found out four months ago.”
My heart gave a dull thud.
Four months.
Four months of knowing.
“Did she care?”
Grace did not answer quickly. That, at least, I respected.
“She cried for two days,” she said at last. “Then Lucas told her you knew the marriage was over. That the two of you were quietly dividing things. That he didn’t want to upset you publicly before his work transition.”
I looked around my study, at the framed photograph on the bookshelf from our trip to Santa Fe. Lucas’s arm around my shoulders. My head turned toward him, laughing at something he had said.
Quietly dividing things.
“He told her I was emotionally fragile, didn’t he?”
Grace’s silence was enough.
I smiled without humor.
“He always did like making women feel like someone needed protecting.”
“I’m not defending her,” Grace said. “I’m just telling you what she believed.”
“And now?”
“Now I don’t know what she believes. She won’t speak to me.”
“Why?”
“Because I told her Lucas was lying.”
I closed the laptop without completing the transfer.
The sound seemed louder than it should have been.
Grace noticed.
“You didn’t move the money?”
“No.”
“Good.”
“Don’t mistake that for trust.”
“I don’t.”
I stood and walked toward the hallway.
The coat closet door stuck slightly, as it always did in dry weather. I pulled it open, pushed aside winter jackets, and crouched before the safe.
My fingers moved over the keypad.
My birthday.
Lucas had insisted it was too obvious. I had joked that burglars didn’t know my birthday. He had smiled and said, “I do.”
The safe clicked.
Inside, at first, everything seemed normal.
Passports.
House deed.
Insurance files.
A small velvet box containing my mother’s pearl earrings.
Then I noticed the gap.
The blue legal folder was gone.
I remembered it immediately. My father’s estate documents. Copies of trust paperwork. Records showing the inheritance had been mine before the marriage.
My throat tightened.
“He took the folder,” I said.
Grace inhaled on the other end of the line.
“Then he’s further along than I thought.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means he isn’t only planning to leave you. He may be planning to argue that the money was marital property.”
I sank back on my heels.
“That won’t work,” I said, though I wasn’t sure.
“Maybe not. But it could delay things. Freeze things. Pressure you.”
I thought of Lucas in first class, perhaps sipping wine, perhaps texting me some tender message from thirty thousand feet.
I thought of him taking that folder from the safe with hands that had once held mine in hospital waiting rooms and hotel balconies and quiet kitchens.
A strange grief rose in me then, different from rage.
It was not grief for losing him.
It was grief for realizing I had not known the person who lived beside me.
“Anne?” Grace said.
“I’m here.”
“You need a lawyer before you touch the money.”
I laughed under my breath. “That sounds suspiciously sensible for a stranger who just admitted to watching my house.”
“I know how this sounds.”
“No, I’m not sure you do.”
“I’m trying to help my sister,” she said. “And maybe you, too.”
“Why?”
