I even stopped by my mom’s favorite bakery on the way, grabbing that almond custard cake she pretends she hates, but always finishes before anyone else gets a second slice.
I rehearsed in my head how I’d walk in with a smile, how I’d let the past be the past, and how maybe this year we’d just be normal, just once.
But when I knocked on the door, coat collared damp from freezing rain and arms full of gifts, my mom opened it just enough to poke her head through.
She looked me dead in the eyes and said, “You weren’t invited, Aaron. This is for family only.”
She didn’t even sound angry, just inconvenienced, like I was a salesman or a neighbor asking to borrow sugar.
I didn’t say a word.
I didn’t ask why or protest or beg to be let in. I just turned around.