“So you made the decision for me?”
“I was afraid you might make a decision you’d regret.”
I laughed bitterly through my tears.
“Look what I just did.”
Brian went silent.
Then I pushed past him.
Inside the nursery, my twins were lying beside each other.
They were tiny.
So unbelievably tiny.
One was sleeping.
The other was awake, moving her hand slowly beneath the blanket.
I walked closer.
For the first time since giving birth, I really looked at them.
Not at the diagnosis.
Not at the future I was terrified of.
At them.
My daughters.
Baby A had a little crease between her eyebrows.
Baby B had the roundest cheeks I had ever seen.
As I leaned over the crib, one tiny hand moved toward the other.
Her fingers found her sister’s hand.
And closed around it.
I covered my mouth.
The nurse beside me whispered, “They’ve been doing that since they were brought in here.”