I smiled.
“And when I’m with you, for the first time in a long time, I don’t feel like anyone is waiting for me to die.
She’s not laughing.
Instead, he put his hand on mine.
I immediately pulled my hand.
—Rachel…
I know what you’re thinking.
I am much older than you.
I know.
People will talk.
She smiled.
“People were talking before.
I told him I never wanted me to feel like he owed me something.
Not for his mother’s operation.
Not for the job.
Not even because I would have helped her.
Rachel looked at me for a long time.
Then he said the words that finally knocked down all the walls that were still inside me.
“If I lost every last dollar he has tomorrow, I would come back here the next day.
I couldn’t say anything.
For almost a year, we just went out together.