And when I couldn’t bring myself to talk, she simply sat beside me in silence.
I believed she understood my grief better than anyone.
So when she suggested taking a weeklong vacation to the beach, I eventually agreed.
“You need a change of scenery,” she told me gently.
“Just the two of us. Like the old days.”
For the first time in months, the thought of leaving home didn’t seem unbearable.
And at first, the trip was wonderful.
We spent our mornings walking along the shoreline, collecting seashells, and visiting little cafés overlooking the ocean.
At night, we stayed up talking about childhood memories.
Sometimes we laughed until our stomachs hurt.
Other times, we sat quietly watching the moonlight move across the water.
For several precious days, I felt something I hadn’t experienced since Robert’s passing.
Peace.
But on the final afternoon, Susan’s behavior changed.